Saturday, January 27, 2007

Currents

I had a blog that I liked...but I felt the need to switch. I know Richard is probably the only one who will read this. I love him for that.

Currents:
  • Dating the most wonderful man in the world. I am in love. He's beautiful. I can't even put my feelings into words. I didn't think I would ever feel that way again after Danny died...but I do. It's even stronger for James. I don't know what I would do without him.
  • I got the lead in the play "The Family Man" that the local community theatre group is putting on. I dropped directing the improv group so I could focus more on myself, which I have not done in a LONG time.
  • I have awesome friends. Enough said. They're just great.
  • I am looking for a new job that I am not treated like shit at. I am not a door-mat, nor will I be treated like one ever again. I am worth something and I will be treated as such.
  • I have confidence in myself. I can do whatever I want, if I just believe.
So that's it for now. I love life...regardless of shit that goes wrong.

2 comments:

Gram said...

See, Richard isn't the only one who reads your blog. What a great blog it is. I'm so glad to see you finally are seeing yourself as the good person you really are! Good luck with the play. I know you'll knock their socks off!
Love, Gram

Richard Ouellette said...

I am also very happy for your new awakening into this euphoria. I realize now that you see your life as a serene story and not a sombre epilogue. I remember that you've had some challenges before that were paralyzing. Use your past as a background color, live in the present with all the control of your brush, and watch your future burgeon with the light and flow of your painting titled: Life. Also, please remember my friendship and love for you, for I use your love as my canvas. And I use our memory as "miak" for my cereal. Talk to you Tuesday about our Wang time.