Scrambled

Another bad poem...but I really like the first part...

When all you are just falls apart
Pick up the pieces of your broken heart
And I
Just cry...
Just let me slip away
I just want to stay the way
We are
Right now.
I know that this is sounding strange
And I know things are bound to change
For better or worse,
It happens.
Regardless of what I am hoping for
I have to pick myself up off the floor
And move forward
Either way.
Afraid of change for no reason
Passing of two seasons
And nothing bad
Has happened.
Still I walk on eggshells all the time
Trying to make sure that you stay mine
Even though you love me
The way I am.
Im afraid of you, though
You've given me no reason to be;
I guess I'm just afraid of me
And screwing this up
I love you so much.
Mixed up and scrambled
I don't take change well
I want to be with you forever
The way we are now...

Really Sucky Poem

Here's a wicked sucky poem I wrote today....very little sleep, hopped up on cold meds, and very ill. Not to mention WICKED writers block...but I haven't posted in a while...so this will have to do. I think I am going to call it "There's Nothing Else..."

There's nothing else I'd rather do
Than be right here with you
And watch the sun fade 'til tomorrow
Watch the stars light up the skies
And love dancing in your eyes
The world just fades away
There's nothing that we have to say
We'll just lay right here forever
Spend the best moments together
I wake up to your gentle kiss
There's nothing else like this
I'm so in love with you
There's nothing else I'd rather do
Than be right here with you.


I love James Ryan Boucher!

You make me sick

I am tired of sitting here silently as children I know are being hurt, continue to be hurt and no one does anything about it. WHAT ARE THE AUTHORITIES WAITING FOR?!!! SOMEONE TO DIE?! Fuck that...if I see it again...I'll find a way to take care of it myself. This is not a threat, I will not inflict harm on anyone, but it's a promise that something will be done before it's too late.

Why are they basically helping him do this? "Well's they're better off with him than with the mother." THEY'RE BETTER OFF WITH ANYONE ELSE THAN WITH HIM! STOP MAKING EXCUSES AND DO YOUR FUCKING JOBS! I am so tired of this world and how people facilitate the evil, and hinder the good because it's easier to do nothing and let it happen than to fight for those who can't.

These people who are supposed to be heroes to those in a small town are nothing more than lazy cowards who choose to look the other way and make excuses later. It sickens me.